Hello,
Seattle She here. Wow it's been a long time since I last posted. So sorry. Well no much is new in my life, I have just been crazy busy!!!! Good news, I can't remember if I told you about this but, a while back my dad had offered to let me live in a house that his girlfriend used to live in. She owned a "duplex" and they said they were willing to let me live there if I would pay the utility bill and fix up the other side of it. I was sooo excited! So, I'm extremely artistic, creative, and inspired all the time. So, when the offered me this project I was EXTREMELY excited!!! So I got in, cleaned, painted, and furnished this place and it looked absolutely adorable. It was as if it was straight out of a magazine!
Then one day my dad called and said he had sold the duplex to someone and I had to be out in 2 weeks. Now I was furious. My dad has always been someone to live for himself and caring for only what he wants. He had done things like this before. He offers things and makes promises that he never keeps, just to "get on my good side." So this was the last straw. I am officially done being treated like crap or having him guilt trip me after giving me something or offering me something. Now....as the youngest of 6 kids, I was really the only one that kept a relationship with my dad, and he has just thrown that away. So, I'm not sure what to do. He just doesn't understand how selfish he is and how much he walks on EVERYONE in his life, because he doesn't know how to put anyone before himself. I have been contemplating writing an email to him explaining how I feel and maybe helping him understand why his kids have given up on him. Should I do it???
Well, good news is that the new owners came tot he duplex while I was preparing to move out. They offered to let me stay for a very affordable price. So I have begun to move in and will be completely settled in this weekend! I am soo excited!! God has a funny way of working things out sometimes!
On my mom's end of this story, things are going great! About 2 weeks ago my mom got married to the love of her life! I am so happy for her. She is really at a good place in her life and I no longer have to worry about her being alone. The wedding was beautiful!! My brother played piano, I sang, and everyone had a great time. My step-dad has two sons in their 20s who are a HOOT! I absolutely love them! One lives in Utah and I am actually planning to go visit him for spring break! YAY!! SNOWBOARDING!!!
On the love life side of things, I am still just chillin. I'm honestly okay with this. I feel like I am finally beginning to find myself and do things for me! I don't even think I would have time for a boyfriend right now, but not only that, i'm really not interested in having one. It's too much work and I don't want to enter in something that I'm not fully ready to commit to. I hope that the next guy I am with, is the guy that I will marry. But, who knows...maybe that's a stretch. I just don't see the point in having a boyfriend in college anyway. I wanna have fun and go out and flirt...I don't wanna be tied down!
I am still working on my dance audition and I am very anxious-nervous-excited for that! After all, it is next week! AHHHHH! My best friend, who has been wonderful in helping me practice and choreography, is going with me. I am so thankful for her. There are sometimes when I seriously want to kill her, but after it all, I still love her and want her in my life.
Well this has been a good update, I need to go poop now, Coffee does a body good! So, thanks for checking in with me! Signing off!
Seattle She.
Seattle She here. Wow it's been a long time since I last posted. So sorry. Well no much is new in my life, I have just been crazy busy!!!! Good news, I can't remember if I told you about this but, a while back my dad had offered to let me live in a house that his girlfriend used to live in. She owned a "duplex" and they said they were willing to let me live there if I would pay the utility bill and fix up the other side of it. I was sooo excited! So, I'm extremely artistic, creative, and inspired all the time. So, when the offered me this project I was EXTREMELY excited!!! So I got in, cleaned, painted, and furnished this place and it looked absolutely adorable. It was as if it was straight out of a magazine!
Then one day my dad called and said he had sold the duplex to someone and I had to be out in 2 weeks. Now I was furious. My dad has always been someone to live for himself and caring for only what he wants. He had done things like this before. He offers things and makes promises that he never keeps, just to "get on my good side." So this was the last straw. I am officially done being treated like crap or having him guilt trip me after giving me something or offering me something. Now....as the youngest of 6 kids, I was really the only one that kept a relationship with my dad, and he has just thrown that away. So, I'm not sure what to do. He just doesn't understand how selfish he is and how much he walks on EVERYONE in his life, because he doesn't know how to put anyone before himself. I have been contemplating writing an email to him explaining how I feel and maybe helping him understand why his kids have given up on him. Should I do it???
Well, good news is that the new owners came tot he duplex while I was preparing to move out. They offered to let me stay for a very affordable price. So I have begun to move in and will be completely settled in this weekend! I am soo excited!! God has a funny way of working things out sometimes!
On my mom's end of this story, things are going great! About 2 weeks ago my mom got married to the love of her life! I am so happy for her. She is really at a good place in her life and I no longer have to worry about her being alone. The wedding was beautiful!! My brother played piano, I sang, and everyone had a great time. My step-dad has two sons in their 20s who are a HOOT! I absolutely love them! One lives in Utah and I am actually planning to go visit him for spring break! YAY!! SNOWBOARDING!!!
On the love life side of things, I am still just chillin. I'm honestly okay with this. I feel like I am finally beginning to find myself and do things for me! I don't even think I would have time for a boyfriend right now, but not only that, i'm really not interested in having one. It's too much work and I don't want to enter in something that I'm not fully ready to commit to. I hope that the next guy I am with, is the guy that I will marry. But, who knows...maybe that's a stretch. I just don't see the point in having a boyfriend in college anyway. I wanna have fun and go out and flirt...I don't wanna be tied down!
I am still working on my dance audition and I am very anxious-nervous-excited for that! After all, it is next week! AHHHHH! My best friend, who has been wonderful in helping me practice and choreography, is going with me. I am so thankful for her. There are sometimes when I seriously want to kill her, but after it all, I still love her and want her in my life.
Well this has been a good update, I need to go poop now, Coffee does a body good! So, thanks for checking in with me! Signing off!
Seattle She.